WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
Germany.
You can forgive someone who has bitched and yelled at you even stole from you but you can’t forgive me? At least I had guts to tell you what you did/do wrong. I swore once! Never stole a thing from you! I asked for help and I’m wrong? But someone who tormented me and scarred me for life is someone you help?!
Don’t blame me for this fight! If you would have stopped favoring certain people and actually treated my mother and I with some respect none of this would be happening. But you can’t even believe me. And you wonder why I don’t see you or talk to you anymore. You don’t deserve my respect.
Trips to Children’s Memorial Hospital!
There are two main types of testicular cancer: seminomas and nonseminomas. These cancers grow from germ cells, the cells that make sperm.
Seminoma: This is a slow-growing form of testicular cancer usually found in men in their 30s and 40s. The cancer is usually just in the testes, but it can spread to the lymph nodes. Seminomas are very sensitive to radiation therapy.
Nonseminoma: This more common type of testicular cancer tends to grow more quickly than seminomas. Nonseminoma tumors are often made up of more than one type of cell, and are identified according to these different cell types:
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Choriocarcinoma (rare)
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Embryonal carcinoma
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Teratoma
- Yolk sac tumor
Cameron had Nonseminoma at a very early age. We discovered it when he was only 5 months old. He had the tumor removed from his right testicle at 6 months old. Luckily the cancer never spread through his body. He didn’t have to go through chemo. He had to go to Children’s Memorial Hospital every 3 months up until he was 2. Now he has to go yearly until he is 5 years old. It’s hard seeing him go through this. It’s extremely stressful for him and I.
Oral contrast is used to highlight gastrointestinal (GI) organs in the abdomen and pelvis. If oral contrast will be used during an examination, the patient will be asked to fast for several hours before administration.
It takes up to at least 3 hours for sedation to start after he drinks the contrast. They give us an option. Option 1: Mix it in apple juice for him to easily drink. Option 2: Stick a skinny long tube through his nose and insert the contrast through the tube using a syringe.
Cameron (as stubborn as he is) knows these tricks as he’s dealt with this for over 3 years now. He refuses to drink the apple juice. So unfortunately, they have to insert the tube through his nose causing it to scratch his throat and cough/throw up blood. They then poke him with a needle so they can insert syringes of anxiety medicine and sedation.
The sedation medicine starts working within 5 minutes maybe less. Cameron then feels loopy and drowsy. Although he’s asleep his eyes are open which causes them to twitch from side to side. They keep an oxygen mask at all times in case of emergency. They take ct scans of his pelvis and abdomen.
After 5-10 minutes of this they wheel him in back to the medical imaging room along with other cancer patients. He remains loopy (like in a high state) for at least half an hour to an hour. An IV is attached to him. As soon as he is able to sit on his own he is finally given crackers and juice after fasting for almost 24 hours. He is then sent home. We carefully keep an eye on him since he still is a little loopy from the sedation. The contrast upsets his stomach. But all this doesn’t stop him from doing his favorite things, playing with cars.
Cameron’s results always come back negative (a good negative). It’s extremely stressful going to that hospital not just seeing my child go through so much but seeing other children going through this plus so much more. No child, no one for that matter, should suffer through this. Doctors say there’s a 99% chance the tumor won’t come back. Although that’s a great percentage, I’m still hoping for 100%. He goes yearly now until he is 5 (hopefully). This is the reason we go to Children’s Memorial Hospital. It’s tough and isn’t easy. But I will do whatever it takes to make sure my son is healthy!
Courtney Stodden Tries To Start “Floor Flashing” Meme
Did I do it right? I think I’m doing it right.
Fxxking genius! :D
For those who don’t understand..
Bipolar-characterized by the occurrence of one or more manic or mixed episode often accompanied by depressive episodes.
Depression-An illness that involves the body, mood, and thoughts, that affects the way a person eats and sleeps, the way one feels about oneself, and the way one thinks about things.
Anxiety-a psychological and physiological state characterized by somatic,emotional, cognitive, and behavioral components.
These are things I have and others do too. Sometimes people don’t actually understand what we go through and what causes this. Meds don’t necessarily help. Sometimes you have to be active in order for them to help. But really who can be when depression gets in the way?! We have our moods where we don’t want to be bothered because we either get angry or in some cases sad and emotional. This involves people not understanding and questioning every damn thing! We have our days where we want to be left alone or just don’t feel up to doing things. It’s not because we’re fucking mental it’s just a lot of reasons we can’t really explain. And even if we did you still wouldn’t understand unless you faced one of these illnesses. Your way of “understanding” is by telling us “oh you need to get out more and relieve some of that stress” Do you really want me to jab a pencil in your fucking eye?! That doesn’t necessarily help at all! Normally we like to be left alone! It’s not that we hate you, we just don’t want to blow up on you and say the wrong thing and make shit worst or vice versa. Sometimes we don’t want to talk about our problems because it leads to a why? what? how? and a repeated cycle of questions. Again don’t judge us unless you experience any of these! It’s a part of life and something we have to deal with. Sometimes it goes away sometimes it just stays with you. It’s hard to live with this. It not only messes up your friendship but your relationship with your family and significant other. So be patient with us. We don’t mean to say hurtful things. We don’t mean to snap at you. We just can’t always control it.
I am in the most horrible bitchiest mood ever tonight. So bear with me as I bitch /rant!
Friends. Why do we have them? So they can be nice to us one day and tell us how to be a friend or parent and make us feel more like shit? Or to only come to us when they need us for something? Really what makes someone a friend? What ever happened to saying ‘Hello!’? Now if you say one ‘hi’ you’re scum!
Relationships. Hard as fxxk! But as always I’m trying. My boyfriend is trying. That’s all that fxxking matters! We don’t need your bullshit opinion on us and we sure in Hell don’t need you to try to break us up! For fxxk’s sake leave us alone and let us be happy! Sorry your life is so miserable you try to make ours miserable too. Not going to happen!
Work. LOL! Really? Are people that desperate to get promoted that they have to kiss ass? That’s like me saying ‘Oh hey Boss! I want to become supervisor. May I offer you sex?’ No. It doesn’t work that way! You have to bust your ass to get what you want to get! And it isn’t fair that people get away with so much shit and bitch and complain. If you really hate your job that much, quit! It isn’t fair that you can do whatever you want while the rest of your employees bust their fxxking ass doing YOUR job!
I’m normally a very nice person..sometimes. But lately people have been a HUGE CUNT! If you can’t take the truth and if you can’t take the fact what you do or say is wrong then get the fxxk out of my face. You’ll never make it in life! Not everyone is going to fxxking sugar coat what they say to you!
Depending on someone without trying to at least do something on your own is pathetic! You can’t spend your entire life depending on someone. They aren’t going to be there every time you need your hand held! Grow up and be an adult!
I rarely talk to anyone anymore because honestly..what the fxxk am I to you? Google search is NOT tattooed on my forehead! I try to be there for my friends but I’m not always going to be there to tell you what to do or lend you money.
So good luck. Cry. Bitch. Complain. You’re just not that important as much as you think you are.
